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good thing i still remember my password! [16 Dec 2006|07:32am] [ mood | gising pa? ] [ music | lss ] Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember. . . whew, it's been awhile..grabe, missed doin this. wow, at last, it's Christmas break! sana nga break talaga siya... soooooooo many things happened, and so many things are happening! whoo..I need someone to "make kwento" with. haha.. lahat ng sad, depressing moments, pati ang pinakamasayang mga bagay na nangyari sakin.. For the past months I've been so busy, so many blessings, opportunities, and miracles, together with sooo many trials and challenges.. pag college ka na talaga.. whew, nakakapagod.. one very big lesson na natutunan ko- na i can't survive this life w/o God's guidance everyday.. sadly, sa pagkabusy, hindi ako nakapagdevotion regularly, and I really really miss it.. kaya ngayon, susulitin ko na, and I'm not plannin to take a break from this supposed-to-be lifestyle ko... haay.. Thank You Lord... sobrang dami kong namimiss ngayon.. sana makausap ko na sila asap! =D 1blotch*blotch*memories*edit

[17 Jul 2006|12:08am] [ mood | content ] i like this feeling..this feeling of being kind of "growing" and "maturing".=) Sometimes even the feeling that you can't let go of - being hurt - can be at your hands, at your control- if you want to let it affect you or not... I can't deny that I've been experienceing this, and it's hard. But I've realized that sometimes things are just out of my control and I just can't do anything about it... now I'm learning [again], and it feels good. oohoohhooo...opportunities!! badtrip... ang saya pala magcommute! =P hehehe... sana lang magawa ko na yung sinasabi ni Fred next time 4blotches*blotch*memories*edit

[05 Jul 2006|11:21pm] [ mood | semi-sad ] really really miss so many people right now.. *hug* 7blotches*blotch*memories*edit

my, my [05 Jul 2006|11:20pm] wow it's been... i don't know~ finally got the "feeling" to update..college has been fun..but I really can't get out of the fact that I really had a hard time adjusting from my "home"- ica, to a very new, liberated, independent world... leaving your place of comfort, your security, your friends to whom you can be yourself, your home. it's hard but yeah, it's part of life. so even if i get through this the easy way or the hard way, i'm gonna get through this -sabi nga ni Miss Mico Dimanlig blessing, blessing...sobrang blessing makapunta uli sa ica, meeting ALL the people who really molded and changed my life.. napakasaya. sana lang hindi magalit si kuya KT.=P (joke lang) it's Jikay's birthday today! happy birthday Jikay.=) uy, soccer na siya...hehe.. so many "kwentos" pa... dko lang malagay dito..=P if you're feeling "emo", or when you need to be "fixed", listen to 1000 words. =) blotch*memories*edit

___ [17 May 2006|11:44am] [ mood | ____ ] [ music | somewhere over the rainbow - umm..=P ] i dunno..james james james...writing, updatin again.. it's been a long time since i got to access the computer.. wow, but i knda still feel weird..=|i just basically finished all my enrollment stuff in UP..so now, I'm free.(i guess..i wish..) but now im stuck at home doing.. um... I just really don't know how God can truly move through my loneliness.. just felt sad yesternight, but as I just listened to take all of me which was played in new life JG, I just closed my eyes, lied down..and i felt the thing that I missed the most, God's arms.. I just felt so secured, so loved, and so content at that time.. even if there were no words present.. i guess that's how God wanted me to spend time with Him.. to be Loved by Him. I guess now I don't have to struggle, worry, or make a big effort in trying to please God while spendin time with Him.. coz this is what He wants to do the most- love me.=) feeling ___ now..= | prov. 17:17.=) 6blotches*blotch*memories*edit

update [11 May 2006|12:40am] [ mood | again... ] [ music | vern leest ] Man! it's been soo long since i last updated. wow.. feels good to xpress again.=P WOw, just when I thought my whole summer was kinda gonna be boring, busy and all... all the blessings suddenly come! It's been my joy seein people get saved, and this happened during a play in our church in marikina just before May 1. it's truly a blessing, tears of joy once again. You just don't know how God's going to move... just seeing that there are no people left in the chairs sitting when it was time for the altar call. Grabe. and after all that, getting a major good laugh with churchmates. May 1, 2006.. best birthday ever? hehe.. sooo worried at first tryin to text people, inviting them to go... sad though coz it's really hard that I couldn't invite everyone..=( bawi nalang me.. this was the day that i actually didn't want to text! haha.. sooo tiring.. making templates na to the people who are gonna ask the same question.. but it's ok, their presence was worth it! I want to thank all the people who came. Even if it was a simple swim-eat-and-run, it was really special having you all there. And you gave bonuses pa, thanks for all ze givs.=P DS, Kez, i really don't know how you managed to burn 17 tracks with the same song in the cd! but thank you, for the effort and for my (sige na nga) feel good song.=) I assure you, I'm really going to smile whenever I listen to that.. pero shhh.. ok? thanks guys for all ze laughs, the "one-liners" (Sarah?), the Starbucks(Kat), The Gifts(Sarah, Tanya, DS, Kez, Kat), for my pinaka favorite na Cream O (Aa), the people who made this possible (My parents..dabest) and to God for another great year. Thank you partna, for comin' even if it meant na u were the only third yr who's going to be there. really appreciate it. Then here comes next week! time for UP stuff... still I am going to look for my abeka books btw.=P so, I just got my medical certificate yesterday, and it was fun hangin out with UP-ians? hehe... college life thisiszit?! I felt kinda independent when takin the exam, which really was fun. ahehehe.. I met new people, fellow Christians, and many ICA-like people. yup! So don't worry when it's your turn naman next yr. =) U chan doo it. Basically, these are just the things that are happening in my life right now, but im kinda enjoyin it.=) It's really good to hear from some missed people who had great, fulfilling news about them.=) ahh... basta, hehe... just feeling emo right now, and I guess it's because of the songs..haay.. basta, May's going to be a great month!=) i should change my Layout.. soon! 8blotches*blotch*memories*edit

[27 Apr 2006|10:32am] [ mood | masaya* ] [ music | Only - united ] We went to a franchising seminar yesterday.. and I thought I won't be able to comprehend what's gonna be taught in that seminar..but it turns out that this "business-y" word its meaning, and all of the stuff related to it is so simple lang pala.... whew. I guess these are the lessons nga that they don't teach in school but are also much important for us to learn... Anyhow, we met a Franchiser of House of Praise and my Bro and I just got a BIG idea since there are no stalls or franchises in SMB.. hahah! ;-) is disizit? hehe Just came into my mind yesterday, ang sarap ng feeling when a person really treasures your memories and cried pa coz of dem. I'm thankful. =) Grabe talaga si Lord, di ko pa naman birthday ah?! =P 4blotches*blotch*memories*edit

after the very looong wait.. [27 Apr 2006|10:31am] [ mood | ahh! ] [ music | open the eyes - Praise Band ] UPM na ako! Thank God! 10blotches*blotch*memories*edit

Memories [17 Apr 2006|10:02pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] ..they make me smile. =) 1blotch*blotch*memories*edit

a BIG thank you [17 Apr 2006|09:45pm] [ mood | thanks ] [ music | nan ] thank you guys, for understanding... for sacrificing something important just because I wasn't gonna be there... Thank you so much. You know who you are. I really appreciate it. one for all and all for one. =) blotch*memories*edit

busog! [17 Apr 2006|09:34pm] [ mood | dip da dip da dip ] [ music | nan ] it was since last week that i had the most feeding of my life. hehe.. and Nikki and Jena said I'm getting fatter? wow, thanks.. u guys just made my day. =P So anyway, it's not food actually.. and i notice myself eating smaller meals everyday. hmmm.. it's the daily Bread. haha! the Bible. Grabe... Fasting for 1 week is hard, i thought at first, but when i tried it, I wanted to do it na even if i don't have to fast anymore. I have been so changed by the Word of God. that's basically eet. Even if i was reading Ecclesiastes, which really kind of confused me at first, it opened my eyes to stuff I didn't know before, and to stuff I needed to learn again.. Try reading it!=P So anyway... I just feel so much better now. New perspectives on stuff, in life, on being a Christian... hah! dno what to say na.. basta, I can't explain everything good that has happened to me.. I'll just leave it to you... I assure you, you are gonna be changed...expect something great when you read IT... and most especially, when you do IT. I never thought that fasting could be this "nakakabusog". haha.=P 2blotches*blotch*memories*edit

Only God can make this happen. [30 Mar 2006|10:08pm] [ mood | thankful ] [ music | 'Til I See You - United ] It's been a good, very good week... When you pray to God to make the last day special for you, for them, for everyone, He gives you three more days. You pray for enough time to spend with friends, He gives you so much time, you come to a point you don't have words enough to speak. You pray for everything to go well, maayos na ang lahat, He answers it and you end up being fixed as well. You pray for happiness, He gives you joy that comes from very simple things. You pray for understanding, peace and comfort, He gives you friends that are there to listen, to understand, and just to sit with you. You pray that you may be able to catch up for lost time, He gives you unexpected events that lead to perfect situations. You then come to a point where you don't have to ask for anything anymore... You just see it all coming. You pray for friends, friends that understand you, be there for you, love you, bless you, change you, He gives you the O, the teachers, ICA, and the seniors. - So much more than what you asked and could ever ask for... You pray for a best friend, He gave Himself for you. Thank You Lord. Only You can make this happen. 11blotches*blotch*memories*edit

for everything [27 Mar 2006|09:54pm] [ mood | touched ] [ music | My God - united ] This is for You for all You’ve done for me and I wanted to show You how much You mean my God, my God 2blotches*blotch*memories*edit

silence [27 Mar 2006|09:43pm] [ mood | gets? ] [ music | none ] silence explains a whole lot of things.. especially the things you never knew you could ever understand... 1blotch*blotch*memories*edit

last day? kelan ba? =P [27 Mar 2006|09:07pm] [ mood | hmmm.. ] [ music | hand - jars of clay ] Wow, it's actually not the last day yet. Thank God.:D Clearance, investigatory projects, thesis, you name it! haha...everything's like piled up..but we can do this Seniors! I missed those days na only one or two people are in charge of the clearance..hehe.. that was much easier..ei but wait..i think I was that person..:P haha It was a really good day today. Being able to lead people to worship early morning and just worship...so kewl.. praise and Worship is Love! :) Well we also thought that it would be the last day, so we sang the ICA hymn with conviction! haha..meron pa pala sa graduation. Sooooo... how's life? It's fun..really fun! haha... spent time with the people na I'm not sure when I'll see them again.. huhu..so sad... but now I'm kinda ok with it. been emo this past few days, thinking about graduation, the people you're not sure when to see again, all the memories and everything emo... It's hard.. grabe. na "graps" ko na..whoo! But thank God, because of His double-edged sword that pierced my heart again! sakto! Why Lord? hehe.. but it all came into place. =D Thank You Lord, right timing Ka talaga. What I could just say and believe right now - in these last days with people I spent time with for more than 10 years- is that it's really gonna be sad... yih, the fact that you're not going to see their faces everyday from now on, the fact that you won't be able to spend as much time with them...and many other things. sad. But one thing that would change it all is what I am actually holding on to - that nothing's gonna change. Maybe this time I would actually focus more on God rather than all the things around me, all the things bothering me..people, sadness, memories... For the peace of God that transcends all understanding will guide your hearts and your minds in Christ... Although many things will change, I will not let my emotions get the best of me...decision over emotion..I guess thazit. 2blotches*blotch*memories*edit

freedom [14 Mar 2006|10:11pm] [ music | Need You here - United ] Just when I thought I had it all under control, weird things just start happening. I had already forgotten what happened and tried to begin a new chapter... But it still remains in my memories whenever I start thinking I'm done with it. This is how good God is. Maybe He doesn't want me to just forget about it, maybe I really need to face it, and this time actually express and let it all out. Thank God for my family, really trusted people that are always there, and for my second family -ICA. Love you all. Now that I have been given the chance to let it all out, I now know that I am free. Thank you all! Thank You Lord. 1blotch*blotch*memories*edit

Love! [27 Feb 2006|01:32pm] [ mood | thank you ] [ music | news ] Thank God for all the people na palaging nandyan lang.. =) The ability to love is the greatest gift God has given to man.. It is truly better than just being loved. 1blotch*blotch*memories*edit

U saved me [14 Feb 2006|10:44pm] [ mood | Loner-ness ] [ music | U saved me - R. Kelly ] To the greatest lover, the best giver, the sweetest talker, the best friend and companion... the Creator of Love itself. Jesus, Happy Hearts day. =) True stories Miracles True blessings All because of love I began to flash back on the thing I’ve done in my past Then I heard a small voice that said to me I’ll give you peace if u believe I accepted Christ that day hallelujah now I’m free You saved me You saved me, gave me a second chance You saved me, You saved me 1blotch*blotch*memories*edit

Sorry [08 Feb 2006|11:00pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Shine For You - Hillsongs United ] I have just observed in these past few days that I've been having answers like, "Ha? ah, hindi, wala lang..", "Never mind.", or "Nothing..." I'm really sorry if I haven't been clearly hearing your voices and messages. Nothing's wrong naman. Hindi ko lang siguro marinig talaga... I'm really going to try to listen very well simula ngayon.=) Thanks! 1blotch*blotch*memories*edit

Memories [06 Feb 2006|10:36pm] [ mood | thoughts ] [ music | nan ] Haay...looking back on all of those carefree days where you could just sit, laugh around, play, have fun, and just do anything or even do nothing.. I really can't deny that reminiscing those moments really made me smile and feel happy inside. Saya.. and nakakamiss. sobra.. Parang hindi na babalik yung moments na yun. Everything and everyone's so busy na sometimes you have to cope up with everything that's happening.. But one good thing I've learned from missing these past, precious moments- is to treasure and make the best out of each moment that I'm going through right NOw. These past, memorable moments can never be traded with anything. kung pwede lang balikan.. What i have missed is the realization that it has passed and all i have is now. siguro, focusing on what I can do now is better than thinking of what I could have done... =) Yes, I will not throw those memories away, but the more I would not let this second pass away without me having a grip of fun, joy, and anything that I could possibly get from it. Live your life day by day, never let each moment pass away Do not worry for tomorrow, or regret a yesterday Let time pass you in its own time, let each moment pass you in its own moment Let each leaf fall, and flower die Let each seed fall to grow in time Live your life day by day, let not a moment pass away Make the best with all you have- For all you have is today. just a thought that went through my mind.=P God is good! 1blotch*blotch*memories*edit

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